Speak loud, speak soft, speak anything you want. Just don't use your tongue against me..

"Same old day same old thoughts, over and over again they repeat like a broken record, where did I go wrong?"

Today was a good day so far I still have one event left to do today we will see how that concert goes, to me does not sound like to much fun but you know It's always nice to support your friends no matter how long its been since you've talked to them. Athletics was a bummer at first cause we couldn't go swimming but it got better. Class was full of excitement, singing songs during the six minute lift, laughing while wrestling jeff and hearing Austin and Zac scream loudly. There we were practicing a drill and the fire drill went off it was pretty funny because Dance Co. Was in the swimming pool and had to clear out, all the wrestlers just laughed. While sitting out there I found my self sitting next to carlos looking at clouds, I can't tell you the last time I sat there watching clouds. We also talked about this Bailey girl Sheldon is all goo-goo over, but hell you like who you like right? More and more I find myself wondering what people think and say about me, always been something I've thought about but I just try to ignore that. I miss wrestling every day but I know when season comes around I will be like what the hell was I thinking.
Well thats for now, I hope today gets better, it should be fun later seeing Brett and Zac they're always a fun bunch a kids to hangout with espicially Brett!
Now if only that boy would wrestle!

Woah finnaly a song I can relate to, a song thats always described my thoughts.
"When I was a boy
I didn't care 'bout a thing
It was me and this world and a broken dream
I was blaming myself
for all that was going wrong

I was way out there
on the wrong side of town
and the ones that I loved
I started pushing 'em out
then I realised
That it was all my fault


I've been looking for a lifeline
for what seems like a lifetime
I'm drowning in the pain
breaking down again
looking for a lifeline

So I put out my hand
and I asked for some help
we tore down the walls I built around myself
I was struck by the light
and I fell to the ground"

life line-papa roach